Review: My Date from Hell (The Blooming Goddess Trilogy) by Tellulah Darling


by Simren Handa

In My Date From Hell, book two in the Blooming Goddess Trilogy, Tellulah Darling has crafted a perfectly imaginative and witty novel filled with quirky, interesting characters which appeal wonderfully to the YA market. I laughed numerous times at some of the lively one liners and, overall, thoroughly enjoyed reading about Sophie, Kai, Festos, Theo, Hannah and Pierce. Each character was distinctive in their appeal and as a protagonist, I thought that Sophie was believably vulnerable; a sixteen year old with issues and complications, plenty of snark and feisty charm, battling through the trials of growing up in la la land with her friends. And while Sophie and Kai’s romance is the pivotal one (not exaggerating– Sophie and Kai’s romance is literally a main focus to the plot), this is GayYA. I’m going to focus on Festos and Theo who provide a running side romance that is equally, if not more, beautiful, complicated and fun to read about.

My Date From Hell by Tellulah Darling (Te Da Media, 2013)

My Date From Hell by Tellulah Darling (Te Da Media, 2013)

Tellulah Darling, as a writer, does not fail to disappoint with Theo and Festos’ characters; similar in their pedantic technicalities over Greek names, different in practically every other way and rich in background plot that touches on the theme of a rather painful betrayal on Festos’ part featuring a liver, a vulture and an apologetically bashful Festos. This couple grabbed me and kept me on their ride. Theo’s character: driven, rather moody and insouciant, complimented Festos and his bright, openly fabulous persona. Darling kept her readers on the edge with constant plot twists, sudden, exciting cliffhangers and choppy sentences that kept the pace of the story fairly fast. It worked hand in hand with her explosive romance-driven story-line; where Theo was initially unforgiving of his red haired former lover, it doesn’t take long for him to warm up to Festos and their love story to develop rapidly.

The reader doesn’t have a huge amount of time to investigate the nuances of Theo and Festos’ tumultuous romance, which was a slight let down. Anything that we read is through Sophie’s eyes alone as the book is in first person, however, the rather biased account is in the couple’s favour; as Sophie roots for the two to get together, the reader is drawn in to the energetic, vibrancy of the author’s writing and begins to get drawn into the fast-paced plot.

As a compliment to the story, A Date of Godlike Proportions, is a novella which precedes My Date from Hell, and is perfect for those who want to zoom in a little bit on Theo and Festos, their gorgeous, dysfunctionally perfect relationship. The short, sweet story tells the tale of Theo’s guilt, the reason behind his self-deprecating tightness and gives the relationship more vulnerability and a deeper, more meaningful reason to enjoy the two gods. I would recommend reading it after book one and two.

Tellulah Darling has sparks of talent that run through her story, creating characters that I genuinely began to care for. Even antagonistic characters such as Bethany and Jack had dimensions to them that is difficult for an author to pull off, it surprised me, somewhat, that such a rapid, action based, intensely plot-driven book had the time or the effort to pull off characters that had so much depth and variety in terms of emotions and backgrounds. Of course, the story is not perfect; the book had some excusable typos which detracted me from the plot and made me backtrack slightly, but typos are alright when you’re reading a book as riveting and entertaining as this one. As a writer myself, I find typos annoying but able to look over. And while I hate comparisons, I’ll make a positive one: this book really reminded me of a more adult, less intricately developed Percy Jackson with the Greek theme and the unique, interesting and imaginative take on the idea of Greek gods. I will definitely be reading the last book.

How can I not after that cliffhanger?

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Simren is an 18 year old student with a passion for reading  and a glutton for romance, adventure and wit. She writes as much as possible in her free time, be it journalism, fiction or reviews.

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Review: Camp Carnage by Elliot Cross


In the summer of 1986, Billy Collins is sent to his own personal Hell – summer camp. The remote Camp Genesis offers desperate parents a place to “straighten” out their gay teenagers with the help of the puritanical Katherine Creevey.

Besides the typical horsing around, campfire tales and summer games, the Genesis program forces gay and questioning teens into humiliating gender-based lessons. While Billy wants nothing more than to escape Camp Genesis, he can’t help worrying that something even more sinister is hiding just out of sight.

Unknown to Billy, two campers were murdered three years ago. Just days after Billy and the new campers arrive, people start to go missing, and it’s up to Billy and his new friend Jem to find out what’s really going on. Is a maniac on the loose? Is history repeating itself? One thing’s for sure – at Camp Genesis, you have to fight to survive…


Camp Carnage by Elliot Arthur Cross and Joshua Winning starts out with a prologue, which is no problem, especially since it demonstrates the dark and bloody history of the camp. Prologues can occasionally take away from the story but in this book, it enhances it.

We then greet our young hero, William “Billy” Collins, as he is arriving at the Genesis camp with his father, is unceremoniously dropped off, and alone. He soon meets Jemima, “Jem”, and they begin to form a friendship over their shared misery of being sent to Camp Genesis due to their sexuality and being subjected to a program to “fix” them.

Camp Carnage by Elliot Cross

Camp Carnage by Elliot Cross

This book utilized a lot of the 1980’s horror movie tropes, even being set in 1986. There was enough blood to bathe in, especially in the later chapters. The villain was sufficiently psychotic but hid it well in the beginning. And you even have the typical horror movie trope characters: the jerk, the jock, the nerd, the punk, the one black guy, the slut, and the fat kid. And, of course, all of those who get murdered each find a way to get stalked and slaughtered while alone by the killer, up to the final bloodbath where the killer is more openly pursuing the campers. However, the writers did not follow some of the core horror movie tropes and that took away from the feel of the 1980’s slasher movies that some of us know and love.

The flow of the scenes and chapter to chapter went fairly well. The book was written in close third person. I did get thrown off when, a few chapters in, I began a new chapter and I was not reading from Billy or Jem’s standpoint but an entirely new character that hadn’t even been introduced yet. Judging by the plot summary used in advertising this book, I believed that I was going to follow along from only Billy and Jem’s point of view. Knowing that, the rest of the book didn’t throw me off again and the changing point of view between several of the characters enhanced the story, especially the last several chapters with the rapid sequence of events that were taking place.

The plot summary of Camp Carnage states that “puritanical Katherine Creevy” runs the camp. Given that, there should have been a lot more discussions about God and praying, by the priest, and by Katherine Creevy, but there is little to no mention at all of the Bible, God, and prayer. In the very least, they should have started every activity by praying for their immortal souls because this is what these camps were about in the 1980s. I do not approve of such things at all but I expected to read about it in the book because that is the kind of place that these camps were-you got the Bible shoved down your throat until you screamed for mercy and claimed that you were “straightened”.

The book gives a lot of 1980’s pop culture references to demonstrate the times. There is a problem with using this era and utilizing those references is that there will be some young adults reading in the Young Adult genre that just won’t understand those references. A lot of young adults don’t even know what a record player is. Depending on the reader, it may be distracting when the book mentions things that make the reader confused. However, the slang usage was totally wicked. And that is something that most people can follow because a lot of it has carried over.

Overall, the book was well thought-out and mimicked the 1980’s slasher films fairly well. The murder scenes were well played and full of blood and most of the writing was engaging, except for the unexpected initial point of view change and a couple of other minor errors that another proofreading may have caught.

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Rae Glenn loves reading so much that it has become a physical need. Supporting the LGBT youth has become as important to her as breathing. It is only natural for these to come together. You can find her @LovelyRedMuffin.


On Seasickness and Honest Sexuality in Witch Eyes


GayYA is thrilled to welcome one of our new regular contributors Nathaniel Harrington! 

I’m going to do my best to keep this spoiler-free, which means avoiding talking about the main plot. Briefly, it’s really good. The action is engaging, the villains are excellent, and the resolution is satisfying and still has real, long-term consequences for the main characters. Tracey balances the main plot with fantastic characterization, and that’s really what I want to talk most about here.

Witch Eyes by Scott Tracey (Flux, 2011)

Witch Eyes by Scott Tracey (Flux, 2011)

First, let’s talk about the handling of Braden’s sexuality. A lot of LGBTQ YA is concerned either with the complexities of coming out (and, relatedly, telling someone you like them when you don’t know how they’ll respond to your sexuality) or with elevating queer romance—proving that “love is love”, regardless of the genders of the people involved, and that a romance between two guys or two girls can be just as compelling and “universally” meaningful as a straight romance. Many books do some combination of these two things.

The Witch Eyes series does neither, and I love it.

Instead, Braden’s sexuality is essentially unremarkable: as Dennis Upkins noted in his review back in 2011, “Witch Eyes could’ve easily have worked with Braden being a heterosexual”. This isn’t to say that Braden’s sexuality isn’t important, but rather that Braden’s sexuality is basically never a source of anxiety for him. Once, in Witch Eyes, he’s briefly concerned that Trey might be straight, but that lasts for about two sentences. There’s no is-he-or-isn’t-he-gay/bi with Trey, just as a character in a straight YA novel would never spend chapters angsting about whether or not their crush was straight.

Braden’s sexuality is also unapologetic in a way that spoke to me deeply. His first impression of Trey:


The guy on the bus had been all dark-eyed smolder and danger, but Trey was more like marble and gold woven together. Under the streetlight, his dirty blond hair started to shimmer; he was tall, and moved like someone with all the confidence in the world. Even his face was taut with cheekbones, hard lines, and angles. Sadly, I was a sucker for geometry.

 Later, when Trey takes him out for dinner:


I needed to stop focusing on the way cheese slid around the curve of his lips, or the way his eyes twinkled when he thought he was being cute. Not to mention the way veins sprang to life in his hands when he moved too suddenly, straining against the skin. Strong hands.


I am often 100% exactly this shallow, and to see that aspect of my sexuality represented in a book was just…refreshing. I love David Levithan’s writing, but I don’t always need to be elevated or to grapple with questions of identity. In this moment, it’s not about Braden’s romantic interest in Trey and the universality of love, it’s about Braden getting distracted because Trey’s really attractive.

Demon Eyes by Scott Tracey (Flux, 2012)

Demon Eyes by Scott Tracey (Flux, 2012)

Braden’s anxieties about his sexuality revolve around his youth and inexperience (coming from a background as a homeschooled kid living in rural Montana to a medium-sized coastal city where he attends a school for the first time), rather than the fact of his being gay:


It wasn’t the first time I’d thought about sex, or more specifically sex with Trey. But the problem wasn’t so much about whether or not I wanted to have sex with Trey. I was more concerned with not wanting to have sex with Trey and have it be bad. I mean, he was most likely not a virgin. He’d done this before. And he’d know in an instant that I couldn’t say the same.


Braden feels honest and real to me in a way that a lot of prototypically “teenage” YA protagonists (LGBTQ or otherwise) don’t quite. This extends to other aspects of his character, too, from his sarcasm to his description of seasickness in the middle of Phantom Eyes:


I lowered my head down to my knees and spent the next forty minutes breathing slowly and surely, forcing myself to keep everything in my stomach where it belonged. It was a slow battle, and for some reason when the ferry docked on the other side of the bay, I felt like it was the best kind of victory. I was immeasurably proud of myself all for doing nothing more than keeping myself from throwing up.


As someone who gets badly carsick, I know that feeling all too well.

Basically everything about Braden resonated with some part of my experience, from his sexuality to his motion sickness to his struggle with the winter voice in Demon Eyes. He’s self-deprecating and sarcastic, and his narrative voice is a delight. There’s some comedy gold in these books, and most of it comes from Braden. (One choice moment: “The kiss started out incredibly gentle, just a random meeting of lips in the night.” Amazing.)

Phantom Eyes #3 (Flux, 2013)

Phantom Eyes #3 (Flux, 2013)

There are many other great things about the books, including the treatment of trauma in the second book, the complex parent-child relationships throughout the trilogy, and that one villain’s long-term contingency plan is specifically foiled by Braden being gay. I’ve seen several people describe the books as a Romeo and Juliet story, but I think that does the series a disservice: the Thorpe-Lansing feud is far better developed than the Montague-Capulet feud, and Braden and Trey’s relationship is more compelling than any version of Romeo and Juliet’s that I’ve ever seen outside of Private Romeo (which is, coincidentally(?), a gay teen adaptation of the play).

One final note: as someone who is picky about the portrayal of dreams and such in fiction, I thought Braden’s visions were very well writte

n; they captured the chaos and apparent incoherency while still giving pieces of interpretable information. I appreciated them for their atmosphere when I first read the series, and on rereading it, I can see how they add to the plot and characterization, as well—just little hints, but tantalizing ones.

Hopefully this rambling post has conveyed some of my appreciation for this series and will convince you to go read it; they really are excellent books.


Nathaniel Harrington was born and raised in suburbs of Boston, studied (comparative) literature in college, and is currently improving his Gaelic on the Isle of Skye. He has been writing gay YA since 2008 and reading it since 2009; someday he hopes to be able to share it with others in a format that isn’t half-finished NaNoWriMo first drafts and miscellaneous fragments. He enjoys working out the details of magic systems, doing citations for academic papers, reading in several languages (although he has yet to read any LGBTQ YA in a language other than English; suggestions are welcome), and obsessively categorizing books he reads on Goodreads.


Call for Asexual Guest Bloggers for Asexual Awareness Week


Asexual Awareness Week begins on the 26th! We’re looking for asexual guest bloggers to talk about asexuality in YA, or something related to it. You can talk about your own experience, a book with an ace character that you love, how authors can represent asexuality better, or anything else that you’ve come up with! We’re really open to anything, provided it is in some way related to YA.

We’d like to get things planned out by the 22nd so everything can be written, edited, and posted on schedule– if you want to toss your hat in the ring, get in touch by Tuesday the 21st.

If you’re interested, please email with a bit about yourself and what you’d want to talk about. Please only send something in if you identify somewhere on the asexual spectrum.

Why the Angst? Where’s the Gay?


We’re thrilled to welcome one of our new regular contributors, Karina Rose!

If you’ve heard of the internet, or magazines, or television, or know a lonely female, then you’ve heard at least something about Fifty Shades of Grey, the Twilight fanfic turned best-selling novel that sold over 100 million copies, despite the fact that it is poorly written, misrepresents an entire subculture, enables suffering amongst female readers, and, I cannot emphasize this enough, is based off of Twilight fanfiction. I wish I were joking. The book itself has been called “a joke”. But I think it’s a joke that has been taken far too seriously. And I don’t mean the movie deal, I don’t mean the massive response/attention from the media, I don’t mean the SNL parodies or hours of collective news coverage of the film casting, and I don’t mean your coworker manically crying because of Christian Grey’s tragic past and undying lust for little Anastasia Steele. I mean the fact that now the literary world is slowly entering a Post-Fifty-Shades era.

Remember after Twilight came out and the YA world was suddenly shoving vampires everywhere they could and printing paranormal romances like no tomorrow? Remember the girls asking boys to bite them to be claimed as property? Remember when they ate their own blood!? Because they did. This actually happened. Undeniably, the YA world has a huge effect on pop culture and pop culture has a huge effect on impressionable YA audiences. Now we are no longer Post-Twilight; we are Post-Twilight-Fanfiction, with the trend of publishing popular online fanfictions to become best-selling series really taking off. The success of Fifty Shades has certainly increased the public’s and the publishing world’s interest in fanfiction, and soon former fanfics will be the new paranormal romances. We won’t be able to escape. And is this a good thing?

Certainly there are some astonishingly good fanfics. Some really well-written ones. Some with really diverse LGBT relationships. This should mean we will be seeing these on shelves soon too, right? But not yet. Right now, we get The After Series, which is being published in three volumes by Simon and Schuster and already has a movie deal booked for the not-too-distant future.

The After Series is summed up on Amazon as being about a girl who goes to college and meets a boy who is, and this is absolutely true, “rude—to the point of cruelty…” and whom the narrator should and does hate. That’s until, of course, “she finds herself alone with him in his room….” and “something about his dark mood grabs her, and when they kiss it ignites within her a passion she’s never known before.”

I know it’s not Fifty Shades exactly, but there’s a definite reitteration of themes going on here. And worse, this is targeted specifically at YA audiences. Like, the Y’est of A’s out there: One Direction fans. After is by Anna Todd, a celebrity among One Direction fans for her RPF (or, “real person fiction”) One Direction fanfiction. Like Fifty Shades, After is also a series, meaning there’s more adorable abuse to come. And if we keep naming these angsty, borderline abusive novels as cultural phenomenons, it’s not long before we are enabling horrible examples of “romance” to YA audiences. Fifty Shades and After fans most likely won’t be sucking blood or doing… whatever this is, but they will be reading, and seeing the films. And if these fans are hailing them as ideal, swoon-worthy love stories, these abusive relationships will be the new bloodsucking.

I know what you’re thinking: Where’s the gay in this? I know, I am too. It is very sad that I haven’t brought that up yet, I am aware. And here is what I’m saying:

There are hundreds, thousands, of amazing fanfiction works online. I’m not a huge reader of fanfiction but every one that I have read has been about a same sex couple in a healthy, non-abusive relationship that is well written, has a plausible yet addicting plot, and overall is a good read. These are not the ones being chosen by publishers and I don’t know why. One of the most talked about LGBT fanfiction works is Twist and Shout [1] [2]. It is a Supernatural-inspired fanfiction with a huge fanbase. I attended a Supernatural convention this year where the mere unintentional reference to the fic by a cast member caused the whole room to erupt into (healthy) fandemonium rapture. We didn’t try to do this. And those who have yet to read the fic, or didn’t particularly enjoy it, didn’t get treated like, you know, this.

Twist and Shout does wonders exploring the risks gays took for love in the times of the Vietnam War, all the way to the heartache suffered by so many at the peak of the AIDS virus. It covers a wide range of issues, from homophobia in religion to homophobia in sports. It even goes as far as addressing addiction and mental illnesses. Bottom line, it’s more than just an amazing love story and more than just a gay love story. And… not gonna lie, it’s pretty hot without having to add aggressive tension or take away consensuality, or use phrases like, “I’d really like to claim your ass.”

Non-Supernatural fans to whom I’ve recommended Twist and Shout have loved it, and now get emotional whenever they hear Elvis (Yes, it will get you even then). It is now self-published, doing amazing in the reviews on Goodreads, and is promoting tolerance and healthy relationships while exploring themes rarely dealt with and handling them with care. And if you compare the After Goodreads reviews to those of Twist and Shout, it is mind-blowing when you think about which one is actually making its way in the media world right now. For non-straight readers, Twist and Shout is a massive comfort, aiding YA readers to not feel alone or ashamed because of hom they love. For straight readers it shows how real and powerful non-hetero relationships really are. And it is just sitting there. Waiting for Vintage Books, Simon and Schuster, anyone.

And it’s not like no one is talking about this book; it has its own fansite AND a support group for Castiel’s sake! Look up Twist and Shout on Tumblr. Those people have seen pain, they know struggle, but they will all recommend you read it in a heartbeat. God, and you thought The Fault In Our Stars was painful. Oh, just you wait…. The only thing worse than “Okay” is “I can dig Elvis.”

Twist and Shout may be one of the rare, incredible pieces out there in the world of fanfiction, but it is not a minority in the case of it being an LGBT piece. A vast majority of popular fanfiction follows the story of a same-sex or non-heterosexual couple. And so many of them are better than After and Fifty Shades. But Twist and Shout is still a minority in the world of fanfiction that actually receives huge book/film deals. And it’s not because it is poorly written. It’s not because it’s unpopular. It’s not because it’s offensive or wildly pornographic. It has to be something else. And it sucks to think of what it probably is.

There is no denying that the internet is giving a platform to great writers who otherwise wouldn’t have one. Fanfiction is adding new voices to the literary world, diversifying how we read, and probably providing J.J. Abrams with infinite material for his next Star Trek reboot. But with all that has happened with domestic violence lately on the news, do we really need more stories glorifying it when there are clearly much better options that are just as popular? With all that’s happened with progress the LGBT community has made with tolerance, why aren’t we seeing it reflected in the media? That’s what I’m trying to say: When it comes to fanfiction becoming a credible source for publishers to find the next big YA cultural phenomenon, why the angst? Where’s the gay?

Snapshot_20141008_20Karina Rose and her ya/gay/nerdpunk novels are currently trying their luck in the publishing world. In the meantime, she hopes she is funny on twitter as @karinarosewhite, creepy on Tumblr as TheNightValePost, and as cool as she thinks in real life (Where, let’s be honest, she’s really not and probably just writing some more). She’s from a small beach town in Orange County, California which is why she’s so liberal and so broke.

Halloween Reads


Looking for a good Halloween read? Fed up with the excessive cishetero-ness of most book lists? We’ve got you covered!

To start you off, here are some realistic mystery/thriller novels with gay, bi, lesbian, and trans protagonists:


Dark Tide by Greg Herren (Bold Strokes Books, 2014)

For Ricky Hackworth, a summer job to save money before he leaves for college is a necessity. When he lands a job as a lifeguard at the Mermaid Inn in Latona, Alabama, on the beautiful Gulf Coast, it’s like a dream come true. But once he moves into the Inn, he starts hearing stories about the lifeguard from the previous summer…and how he vanished without a trace right in the middle of the summer. Before long, Ricky realizes the Inn and the town are hiding some dark secrets…secrets someone is willing to kill to protect, and Ricky has to find out the truth before he, too, vanishes without a trace.


The Cutting Room Floor by Dawn Klehr (Flux, 2013)17393014

Behind-the-scenes secrets could turn deadly for Desmond and Riley.

Life in the Heights has never been easy for seventeen-year-old Riley Frost, but when she’s publicly dumped and outed at the same time, she becomes an immediate social outcast at her high school. So Riley swears off romance and throws herself into solving the shocking murder of her favorite teacher, Ms. Dunn.

Riley turns to her best friend, budding filmmaker Desmond Brandt, for help. What she doesn’t know is that Dez has been secretly directing her life, blackmailing her friends, and hoping his manipulations will make her love him. When his schemes go too far, Dez’s web of lies threatens to destroy both of their lives.


maxine-wore-black-300-dpiMaxine Wore Black by Nora Olsen (Bold Strokes Books, 2014)

Maxine is the girl of Jayla’s dreams: she’s charming, magnetic, and loves Jayla for her transgender self. There’s only one problem with Maxine—she already has a girlfriend, perfect Becky.

Jayla quickly falls under Maxine’s spell, and she’s willing to do anything to win her. But when Becky turns up dead, Jayla is pulled into a tangle of deceit, lies, and murder. Now Jayla is forced to choose between love and the truth.

Jayla will need all the strength she has to escape the darkness that threatens to take her very life.


Far From You by Tess Sharpe (Disney Hyperion, 2014)

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That’s how long recovering addict Sophie’s been drug-free. Four months ago her best friend, Mina, died in what everyone believes was a drug deal gone wrong – a deal they think Sophie set up. Only Sophie knows the truth. She and Mina shared a secret, but there was no drug deal. Mina was deliberately murdered.

Forced into rehab for an addiction she’d already beaten, Sophie’s finally out and on the trail of the killer – but can she track them down before they come for her?


Maybe a gay ghost story is more your speed? Or a short story collection led entirely by lesbian girls? Perhaps you’re looking for a bi side character? From ace side characters to gay main characters, we’ve got you covered. Here are all your creepy, queer, paranormal Halloween reads:


vinlgVintage: A Ghost Story by Steve Berman (Harrington Park Press, 2007; Lethe Press, 2008)

In a small New Jersey town a lonely boy walking along a highway one autumn evening meets the boy of his dreams, a boy who happens to have died decades ago and haunts the road. Awkward crushes, both bitter and sweet, lead him to face youthful dreams and childish fears. With a cast of offbeat friends, antiques, and Ouija boards, Vintage offers readers a memorable blend of dark humor, chills and love.

A finalist for the Andre Norton Award for best speculative fiction young adult novel.


Unspoken by Sarah Rees Brennan (Random House Books, 2012)

Kami Glass loves someone she’s never met . . . a boy she’s talked to in her head ever since she was born. She wasn’t silent about her imaginary 10866624friend during her childhood, and is thus a bit of an outsider in her sleepy English town of Sorry-in-the-Vale. Still, Kami hasn’t suffered too much from not fitting in. She has a best friend, runs the school newspaper, and is only occasionally caught talking to herself. Her life is in order, just the way she likes it, despite the voice in her head.

But all that changes when the Lynburns return.

The Lynburn family has owned the spectacular and sinister manor that overlooks Sorry-in-the-Vale for centuries. The mysterious twin sisters who abandoned their ancestral home a generation ago are back, along with their teenage sons, Jared and Ash, one of whom is eerily familiar to Kami. Kami is not one to shy away from the unknown—in fact, she’s determined to find answers for all the questions Sorry-in-the-Vale is suddenly posing. Who is responsible for the bloody deeds in the depths of the woods? What is her own mother hiding? And now that her imaginary friend has become a real boy, does she still love him? Does she hate him? Can she trust him?


Hollow-Pike-Final-cover1Hollow Pike by James Dawson (Orion Children’s Books, 2012)

Something wicked this way comes…

She thought she’d be safe in the country, but you can’t escape your own nightmares, and Lis London dreams repeatedly that someone is trying to kill her. Lis thinks she’s being paranoid – after all who would want to murder her? She doesn’t believe in the local legends of witchcraft. She doesn’t believe that anything bad will really happen to her. You never do, do you? Not until you’re alone in the woods, after dark – and a twig snaps… Hollow Pike – where witchcraft never sleeps.


The Dark Woods: A Lesbian YA Short Story Collection by Sarah Diemer and Jennifer Diemer

THE DARK WOODS is a bewitching collection of young adult short stories, ranging from science fiction and fantasy to paranormal, all featuring a covers_239896lesbian heroine. This collection is part of Project Unicorn, a fiction project that seeks to address the near nonexistence of lesbian main characters in young adult fiction by giving them their own stories.

This collection contains:

- Witch Girls (Dark Fantasy)

The wild witch girls lurk at the edge of the woods, waiting to snatch away any girl who’s less than good. Gran’s warnings are the same every day: be good, or the witch girls will take you. But what if you want to be taken?

- Surfacing (Fantasy)

When Alice’s brother John takes a mermaid out of the sea and drags her into the woods to die, Alice must find the courage to stand up to the worst bully she’s ever known in order to save a life.

- Curse Cabin Confession (Paranormal)

When Robin invites her girlfriend, Malinda, up to her family cabin for the weekend, it’s not just for a romantic time. Robin has a confession to make: she’s not exactly human.

- Wolves of Leaving (Paranormal)

After challenging the Alpha–and losing–Cadie begs the girl she loves to forsake all they’ve ever known and escape the tyranny of the pack.

- Devil May Care (Paranormal)

When Corrine is forced to summon a demon to find a missing loved one, the afternoon turns stranger than expected.

- A Craving (Fantasy)

Snow knows little of the world, having spent most of her life within the safe confines of the cottage she shares with seven little men, her protectors. But every day, a young girl comes to the door, offering her an apple, and every day brings Snow one step closer to taking a bite.

- Natural (Paranormal)

Terra feels confused and alone–until she meets a mysterious girl in the forest, standing next to her favorite tree…

- Haunt (Paranormal)

Every moonrise, Tam and Ailsa defy the laws of time and space to meet in the forest and kiss beneath the stars.

- Dreaming Green (Science Fiction)

Mirelle catches a mysterious seed during a spacewalk, and, though it is forbidden, she dares to plant it, nurture it, and let it grow.

- Mirrors (Fantasy)

Bewitched by an old compact in an antique store window, Maisy is startled to realize that the reflection in the mirror is not her own.


The Boy Who Couldn’t Fly Straight by Jeff Jacobson

19145835Will Grace and her evil coven continue kidnapping teenagers in the greater Seattle area, or will the local witches, determined to live in peace and secrecy, be able to stop them?

Closeted high school sophomore Charlie Creevey and his mother Elizabeth live in the shadows of the Sierra Nevada Foothills, where they tend to their fruit orchards and vegetable gardens, generally keeping to themselves. That is, until one afternoon in late August, when a German shepherd crashes through their living room window and demands that the boy be handed over.

Barely escaping with their lives, mother and son flee California and head to Seattle, where Charlie discovers the secret Elizabeth has been keeping from him his entire life: that he hails from a family of witches, and will soon be initiated into the craft.

Charlie moves in with an aunt and an uncle he barely knows, then has to adjust to a new school and a new life. Soon after, the coven strikes again, barely failing to capture him.

At the same time, Charlie tries to deny that his feelings for popular high school junior Diego Ramirez have become something more than friendship. He learns the hard way that ignoring what his heart wants obstructs his development as a witch, making him defenseless against Grace and her growing threat.

Will Charlie refuse to accept who he is, or will he acknowledge the truth, in order to stay alive and protect the people he loves?


Guardian of the Dead by Karen Healey

“You’re Ellie Spencer.”6505358

I opened my mouth, just as he added, “And your eyes are opening.”Seventeen-year-old Ellie Spencer is just like any other teenager at her boarding school. She hangs out with her best friend Kevin, she obsesses over Mark, a cute and mysterious bad boy, and her biggest worry is her paper deadline. But then everything changes. The news headlines are all abuzz about a local string of serial killings that all share the same morbid trademark: the victims were discovered with their eyes missing. Then a beautiful yet eerie woman enters Ellie’s circle of friends and develops an unhealthy fascination with Kevin, and a crazed old man grabs Ellie in a public square and shoves a tattered Bible into her hands, exclaiming, “You need it. It will save your soul.” Soon, Ellie finds herself plunged into a haunting world of vengeful fairies, Maori mythology, romance, betrayal, and an epic battle for immortality.


13353725Out of the Depths by Hayden Thorne

It has been a year since Konstancji’s lover passed away, but rather than move on with his life, Konstancji hires one young man after another to sit for him as he obsessively works on a statue. What’s apparent is the fact that each sitter dies and is replaced with a new one, his grieving family compensated generously.

What no one’s aware of, though, is the purpose of the statue, which is the means through which Konstancji hopes to bring his beloved back from the dead.




Have a favorite queer YA Halloween read that we missed? Drop it in the comments below!

Book Review: Unicorn Hunting by A.R. Hellbender


Reviewer: Leslie Rewis

3.5/5 stars

152 pages

Unicorn Hunting by A.R. Hellbender was a very surprising read. Most of the YA fiction that I have read about queer characters tends to focus more on their coming out and what ensues because of it. If you are looking for a story with a queer character that has a plot line not revolving around coming out, Unicorn Hunting is a good place to start. This is the perfect book for a book lover of fantasy, action, and of course, non-straight crushes.

Unicorn Hunting by A. R. Hellbender (BookCountry, 2013)

Unicorn Hunting by A. R. Hellbender (BookCountry, 2013)

The protagonist, Caoilinn “Cal” Valderan, is a unicorn hunter. She is hunting in order to provide for her family. She is joined by her best friend, Sura; her crush, Adryan; and her would-be enemy, Delphina.

Cal and her friends soon find out that there is more to learn about unicorn hunting than what their instructors tell them. Without giving too much away, the unicorns reproduce rather strangely.

The story also revolves around a moral dilemma. Why do the girls have to kill the unicorns? Cal is faced with deciding whether killing unicorns is truly the right thing to do. On top of her new job, she also has to worry about Adryan falling for someone else and Delphina kicking her butt.

Essentially, Cal is making a decision to stand against everything she have been taught in society, and that is never easy.

Unicorn Hunting has enough surprising twists and turns to keep the best of readers busy. From one moment to another, Cal can either be slaying unicorns or questioning her feelings for Adryan or exploring new feelings altogether. Cal captured my heart within a few chapters. She is not a perfect character and I do not want her to be. She and all the other main characters of focus are human and easy to relate to.

Overall, Unicorn Hunting is a winner. For anyone out there wanting to see queer representation in books, this is a start in the right direction. Cal clearly has feelings for another girl, but her feelings are not the central arc of the story. Rather, her own moral journey and taking a stand have a higher rank in the story line. For those looking for a kiss or two, you won’t find that much in this story. However, this adds to the story line, rather than retracting from it.

If you are looking for an unconventional queer story, action scenes, and unicorns… well this is the only book I know of that does all of that – and more. My only complaint is that I was looking for more at the end. However, all the best stories leave the reader feeling just like that.

Leslie Rewis is an English major from Alabama. When she is not reading and working on school work, you can find her procrastinating on Tumblr at and on Twitter @lemur1993. She hopes to begin working on a doctorate in English after graduation and publish some queer stories.


Review: Bottled Up Secret by Brian McNamara


Bottled Up Secret by Brian McNamara is out on shelves today! We received a review copy through netgalley. 

Brendan Madden is in the midst of his senior year of high school and couldn’t be happier. He has a great group of friends, his pick of colleges, and he has recently come to terms with his sexuality. One night, he meets Mark Galovic, a gorgeous, younger classmate of his. In a matter of minutes, Brendan is hooked. As the friendship between them grows, Brendan reaches his breaking point when he spontaneously confesses his feelings to him. Brendan is shocked and elated to find out that Mark feels the same way about him. The two begin to date, but because Mark is not out, it must remain a secret. As their friends and family become suspicious, openly gay Brendan becomes increasingly frustrated with their discreet relationship, while Mark becomes more and more paranoid that they’re going to be found out.

Bottled Up Secret by Brian McNamara is a critical addition to the Gay YA literary world. The book grabs you by the hand and takes you through the romantic ups and downs of the main character, Brendan, and his first love, Mark. Throughout the book, Brendan is going through his senior year in high school; contemplating what college to go to, participating in musical productions, and competing in tennis tournaments-all while struggling to keep their relationship a secret, even from his closest friends.

Bottled Up Secret by Brian McNamara (Bold Stokes Books, out on shelves today 10/14!)

Bottled Up Secret by Brian McNamara (Bold Stokes Books, out on shelves today 10/14!)

The story starts with Brendan seeing a musical with his closest friends, which he could not be in because of other conflicts. He’s happy with life and enjoying his senior year and loving his friends. The banter between Brendan and his friends is witty and endearing and the feelings of love and happiness are palpable. And at this point, Brendan has not yet come out to his friends, even his closest friend, Kara, and is shy when someone mentions that girls are always surrounding him, as most of his friends are girls, and generally avoids topics of dating.

Brendan meets Mark at a party and the attraction is instant. Brendan frequently thinks about Mark after the party and when they meet with other friends, he often tries to steal a few moments alone with him. He often wonders if Mark is flirting on purpose or just being friendly. They grow close and, after some difficulty, confess mutual attraction. Mark states that their relationship would need to remain a secret because he is unsure about what this relationship means for him, as he has dated girls before but no boys, but he has an overwhelming attraction to Brendan and wants to engage in the relationship.

Mark struggles with himself and spends a lot of time worrying about who will find out and when and what he will say when they do find out. Brendan is not in any hurry to announce their relationship to the world but he wishes to at least be able to share it with his closest friend. However, he does not resent Mark for his reservations. As this book is written in first person from Brendan’s point of view, we don’t directly know what is going on in Mark’s mind but his feelings and anxieties are clearly communicated.

One thing that is wonderful about this book is that the amount of love and care that Brendan gives to Mark throughout the book comes through clearly. The reader is able to share Brendan’s feelings along with him as they grow and change. From the first beginnings of attraction and the feeling of having butterflies in his stomach whenever the one he adores is near, Brendan’s heart shines through.

Another wonderful thing that shines through this book is the sense of friendship that Brendan has with his friends: there is a warm and glowing feeling of comfort and companionship between them and Brendan. The reader can feel relaxed and at ease as if they are indeed included in this tight-knit group. It is easy to share their experiences, not only in love but also the trials of senior year of high school.

This was a wonderful book and a privilege to read. I will most likely reread it in the future and recommend it highly to anyone interested in this genre. There is no empty filler and anything that needs to be explained, is explained without being too expository. The characters personalities come through clearly and everyone’s feelings come across most often through dialogue and interaction. The book flows seamlessly throughout and is a very pleasurable read.

Rae Glenn loves reading so much that it has become a physical need. Supporting the LGBT youth has become as important to her as breathing. It is only natural for these to come together. You can find her @LovelyRedMuffin

Call for Volunteers


In the past few months, we have been witness to GayYA’s explosion. It’s been amazing and incredible and shocking and in all honesty, we were not at all prepared for it! This started as a fun side project to bring together some people, and has grown into something we’re incredibly passionate about that has a chance to really make a difference in the world.

Right now, we’re so busy scrambling to cover all of our bases that we’re not able to get to everything that needs to be done done. As a result, a lot of cool projects are slipping through the cracks. We’re looking to gather a small group of dedicated volunteers to help us with some small but essential tasks. Then we can continue tackling the big picture, and get more cool things like the book club, interviews, and discussions going. (And hopefully, pull less of our hair out in the process!)

Things that would be awesome, but are by no means required: graphic design, knowledge of coding, knowledge of rafflecopter, experience editing, experience with wordpress.

If you have one of these, please include an example of something you’ve worked on or created, and/or a brief summary of your experience.

Everything else is fairly simple, and just requires a bit of time. We’ll probably be capping our number at five for now, so please contact us within the week (by 10/20) if you’re interested. If selected, you will be expected to help us on average with one small thing every week, whether it’s updating the blogroll, setting up a giveaway, or adding some titles to our book list wiki. If you want to do more, that’s fine! And if there are some weeks when you’re not available, that’s OK too.

If you’re interested and think you might be a good fit, please email with a little bit about yourself and why you’re interested in volunteering.

Welcome to Gay YA’s first ever Book Club!


We are reading our very first book, a steampunk/fantasy called Pantomime by Laura Lam. You can check your library, or order it online from Amazon US, UK, or Canadian, Barnes & Noble, Indiebound, Powell’s, Book Depository, Waterstones, Hive, and Chapters. You can also buy the e-book from Kobo and The Robot Reader. (Consider grabbing a copy of the sequel, Shadowplay, too. That’s next month’s book!)

Follow the book club on our tumblr, and in the #GayYA Book Club tag. We’ll also be on Twitter, where you can keep up with the book club on the #GayYABookClub hashtag. Most of the action will be happening on tumblr, however. Keep up with Laura at lauraroselam and on twitter at @LR_Lam, and the wonderful fan base at lauralamfans.

Pantomime by Laura Lam (Strange Chemistry, 2013)

Pantomime by Laura Lam (Strange Chemistry, 2013)

You can participate by:
– Posting something on your own Tumblr blog and tag the post #GayYA Book Club— we’ll reblog it.
– Submitting something to our Tumblr at

The book club will begin with non-spoilery posts on 10/13, and then follow this schedule:
– October 16-23: Pages 1 through 199
– October 24-31 Pages 200 through 392

You can express your feelings about Pantomime however you choose — reviews, analysis, questions, fan art, gifs, quotes, a video blog… the world is open to you! And, of course, you can reblog other people’s posts to add your own thoughts and responses.

We’re also running a giveaway until the start– we got some great prizes up for grabs! Enter now, because it’ll be closing on 10/14! Giveaway is open internationally!

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In addition, we’ll be interviewing Laura Lam this Sunday (10/12)– if you have something you’d like us to ask her, send it our way!

Thank you all for reading, and we can’t wait to see what you think of this wonderful wonderful book!

(Thank you to the Reblog Book Club, Tumblr’s Official Book Club for this brilliant way of formatting a book club. Some of it we added but most is based off of their format.

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